Sometimes it rains & when it rains....
Heads up; feeling a bit emo & sad & everything negative.
You might wanna stop reading if you can't handle me in this state Lol.
all I wanna do is be alone & pity myself one whole day, cry, watch sad movies, cry more, listen to sad songs, cry some more, have a long hot shower, cry more, and just be sad for a day & get it all over and done with.
I hate how I am too kind sometimes till I end up hurting myself.
Even worse is that even though I put other people first,
I know that I am alone, forever.
I am not asking for any reward for being nice, but sometimes I need some sort of appreciation..
..just from them.
yes, definitely talking about someone in particular.
I hate that I actually care..
deep down inside.
I wish it could all go away, I wish that I am not me.
I wish it's not as complicated!
If only I could actually rant all of it out without having to keep any secrets...
I should stop here now before I can't stop myself.
I shall blog on happier things after this.
Note to self;
Always, ALWAYS remember the awesome things and people in your life,
they matter the most.
Blog again soon.