To the orchid nursery! (Photologue)

Ola!

So much for wanting to stay home & laze around the house today..

That's never gonna happen if I am not home alone. -.-'

My wishful thinking needs to stop.

But I am glad that I said yes to my momma when she dragged me to look for this place where they sell orchids :D 

I have never seen that much orchids in real life, what more to say the ones that we saw; few of them were really big:O

Let the photologue do its work, shall we?:)

Momma got all excited & that's her shopping cart hahahaha.:P

I have a feeling that she's gonna get more when my aunt's back from KL...:|

But I'd have to say, they're really, really pretty to look at!

That would be probably cuz my favorite flower is purple orchid...

;)

I get to play with Jojoe's 50mm lens, they're just amazing.

I need to start practicing again, I need my source of happiness; which is somehow lacking lately..

What's your favorite flower?:)

...of Eid & other things.

Helu!

How was your Eid? I bet everyone is sulking cuz holidays are over for most of us..:P

Come on, it has been always like that, when we're on holidays, we wanna do productive things.

But if we're working/studying we want holidays. 

Yeap.

The best we can do is? Move on & enjoy life!:D

My Eid was..good. Except for the fact that time flies so fast now it scares the hell out of me. 

Jojoe was back for Eid, so I pretty much spent the week with him & my family & cousins. 

We had a family gathering on the first day of Eid, and a cousin of mine came all the way from Kelantan to celebrate Eid with us.:)

It was indeed a blessed Eid this year..wish it could last much longer. 

Didn't took that much photo cuz I was too busy & a bit lazy to take out my bulky camera every time..

...and I bought an Eid gift for myself!:D

I can now finally own a Starbucks' mug LAWL.

Not a big deal, but I have always loved their simple design..but it's always a bit to pricey for me.:|

This one I bought it for only RM25:D

It's quite big..perfect for my everyday coffee. 

..or other drinks. 

Next on my list is a new coffee presser. I broke mine T.T So currently I can only drink 3in1 coffees; which is a bad thing, cuz it's bad for the number on the scale......:/

I'll probably be on a coffee break for a while.

*Note the probably. 

Most of the photos I took are from my phone and most of it are photos of my face. 

You can follow me on Instagram (Fynna Erfinna) if you like looking at my vain faces hahaha:P

Here's one of my Raya outfit; my very first Baju Kurung I ever ordered online. It was a bit too big for me but  my mom altered it a bit. Didn't feel like dressing up that much this Eid, I didn't even went for my annually Eid shopping this year. 

It was indeed a blessed Raya, I feel content and all,

Alhamdulillah.

Looking forward for the next Ramadhan.

May Allah bless all of us!

Amin.

Toodles!;)

Eid pre-post.

Salam Eid everyone! (:

*cricket*

...I am suddenly lost in my own thoughts.

I actually forgot what I wanted to type...(I will eventually remember as I type!)

But never mind, I just wanna share few photos from my Eid celebration here..

I wanna enjoy it so badly this year, (although I am not sure why cuz usually I would just act normal & all..)

But I just couldn't! The fact that Jojoe's here just for a short break (alhamdulillah he's back for Eid) & the fact that I only had 2 days of holidays, accompanied by a bunch of due dates & date lines & paper works so YAY!

I'll be blogging more about other things that has been happening very soon, I promise!

Do visit me here once in a while;)

How's your Eid?:D

Monologue.

Most of the time I wish things would be so much easier. 

Most of the time. 

..or perhaps all the time.

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing as "easy" for me.

I understand that whatever that I am dealing with, is probably nothing compared to what other people are going through.. But still. I can't help to wish how awesome it would be if things are so so much easier for me to deal with.

Not just now, but back then, up till now and the future.

Don't get me wrong though, I am thankful. In fact I am very thankful, Alhamdulillah.

I keep on having "what ifs" in my mind lately..

..and it's slowly eating me from the inside.

It is definitely not a nice feeling to not know for sure, to not know what the result might be like if things would be different.

I am supposed to learn, and yet I am obviously not learning from any of my mistakes..

Which annoys me to the max. 

I do not understand myself.

I really don't.

I am already 23 and I am supposed to be over with the phase of searching for who I am & how do I work with my own feelings, my own responsibilities, my own thoughts, my own actions. 

I am supposed to know. 

Instead of not to know.

Who am I?

I need to wake up.

...or end it once and for all. 

Cover- Never Say Goodbye.

There you go, a cover I did!

Enjoy!:)

Ps: Mistakes here & there~